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Jennifer Vessels's avatar

This is so beautiful. That dissociative part of your spirit did what it needed to, to save your life all those years ago. It must be exhausted after being so vigilant for so long. What a relief it will be for it to stand down and rest, because you can take care of you now.

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Lesli Messinger's avatar

I totally understand the disassociation. I would completely leave my body. It was my own father and started when I was 3 years old. My mother told me she couldn’t understand what I was saying, she glared at me, then turned her back to me.

When she got a divorce (because she had a married lover), after I graduated from high school, I told her again. She told me not to tell my younger brother because “He’s sensitive and it would hurt him.”

I can’t imagine what it would feel like to feel safe and loved. I wish the absolute best for you. You deserve it. Take care , and be gentle on yourself. ❤️

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